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Wow i havent been on here for a while. I llok so you in this picture lol. Well 3 years ago i was out of high school and living the life. Now Im in the U.s. Air force. I got married and had 1 child since then. You may thinks must be great for me. Well sometimes they are not. I wish I could go back in time and change things. Don't get me wrong Im very happy I have a son now. I just wish ..................... Well the woman has changed. Ever since I left for basic. I feel like im not happy all the time. Dragging myself to work and all. I come home to a disaster. Screaming and yelling all the time. Im blamed for most of the stuff for what is going on but I havent done anything wrong. Could someone please help me out?? |
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Jun. 20th, 2005 @ 02:15 pm
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I talked to my older brother today. He is over in Iraq right now. He's seems to be doing pretty good. I wish he would come home soon |
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Jun. 15th, 2005 @ 08:13 am
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ya so last night was intresting. I foudn out my ex cheated on me like 5 times. WOOHOO. I'm glad I can get walked on like some piece of trash. I dont understand why she cheated on me. I didnt do crap. Oh well thats her loss then. |
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Jun. 2nd, 2005 @ 04:41 pm
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| C | Clever | | A | Appreciative | | M | Mysterious | | A | Ambivalent | | X | Xenophobic | | X | X-BoxHueg |
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May. 29th, 2005 @ 05:29 pm
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| A | Accurate | | L | Luxurious | | E | Extreme | | X | XtRemE |
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It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colours of the world
Can anyone tell where I am
'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again
I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know
And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't tell what I've done
And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Oh no...
Yeah...
I'm gone...
One of my fav songs
May. 17th, 2005 @ 03:43 pm
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these past few days have been great. Well Im going out tonight so i'll see ya later! tell me when to call you sometime.
May. 4th, 2005 @ 03:34 pm
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There is much to tell... I will call I promise.
I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside
I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
Cause I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside
I never...
I never...
I never...
I never...
Apr. 29th, 2005 @ 12:01 am
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im on my own.. for now. I just wish things could have gone better but I made some stupid mistakes. really stupid ones. Im sorry...
Mar. 25th, 2005 @ 04:59 pm
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Ive been really busy lately. I have moved all the stuff from the attic down stairs so we can have a yard sale at marshas. I really do want to hang out but ive been busy with work and my house. Im really sorry!!!
Jun. 30th, 2004 @ 11:50 pm
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Jun. 8th, 2004 @ 06:12 am
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My gift is my song and this one's for you
And you can tell everybody that this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
Hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world
I sat on the roof and I kicked off the moss
Well some of the verses well, they...they got me quite cross
But the sun's been kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on
So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see, I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen
And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world
.... I really miss nicole ....
Jun. 6th, 2004 @ 09:59 pm
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Well nothing really has happened lately. Nicole is gone for the weekend :-( I got my research paper done. YAH! lol I also had to work this weekend woohoo! NOT! well I really dont have much to say. I got to go seeya
Jun. 6th, 2004 @ 10:06 am
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MY COMPUTER IS COMPLETE GARABAGE. I cant do anything at all. It sucks. Not a damn thing. Today is probably by far the worst day ever.
Jun. 3rd, 2004 @ 07:19 pm
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im falling apart. I can tell. They way ive been acting for the past month. Its terrible. Why am I doing this. All the stressful things come to you at such bad times. It makes it worse. Sometimes I feel alone. When I do I usually play the piano. When I play it just takes away all the stress. Just a lot of bad luck has happened to me in the past. I really don't want to talk about it. It may look like everything is good on the outside but in the inside its terrible. No one notices it. but I think something bad is going to happen soon. I just know it....
Jun. 3rd, 2004 @ 05:32 pm
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Well today was a good day. I fell asleep in one class and I got a question right in the process. I can hear matt's car down the street thats how poopy it is lol. VROOOM lol im kinda hyper from the mountain dew. Im going out tonight with john to fix his car. yeah... lol well I'll write later seeya! oh and I miss you!
Jun. 1st, 2004 @ 04:19 pm
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It's not your fault that you're in pain,
I'm glad things have turned out this way,
I can't explain what you mean to me,
Cause you've always been there for me.
Meant what I said,
meant what I did,
It's all for you.
I'll try and be there for you
May. 29th, 2004 @ 09:50 pm
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One more day
One more time
One more sunset maybe id be satisfied
But then again i know what it would do
Leave me wishing still for one more day with you!
Well today I have to work. 3:30 to 8:30 yesterday we had a emergency evacuation. It was alright. I got out of government. I went to Marshas and mowed her lawn. lol this morning I called nicole and woke her up. We talked then I went to P&C and got my check. Well I'm about to chill for a little bit so I'll write later. buh bye
May. 28th, 2004 @ 11:44 am
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ugh too many things on my mind to say. Stressed out FINALS UGH! well today was intresting but I dont want to talk about it lol i got to get some sleep i'll write later
May. 25th, 2004 @ 09:29 pm
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I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you.
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you,
Where are you now. I can hear footsteps.
I'm Dreaming.
and if you will keep me from waking to believe this.
Well I did some serious thinking today. Well its probably why I got so hyper. I mean my high school years are almost over. There were many things that I didnt get to do. I just never took the opportunity. I'm going to miss these year because. I think that they were the best. Seeing old and making new friends. Espescially this one really special person. She is the greatest I tell you. She may not say she is but I think she is. Wow. lol well hopefully the future will be bright for me. Maybe one day something really really good will happen and I will take that opportunity. lol i'm just babiling. Well I need some sleep so I can be energitic for tomorrow. Seeya
May. 24th, 2004 @ 09:02 pm
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